1.In This Life
Let me show you what I'm made of
Good intentions are not enough
To get me though today and this life.
You're in the basement watching the TV,
I'm on the second floor watching the ceiling.
We sleep underneath the same big sky at night.
I dream the same dream we can fly
You can run from me
You can hide form me
But I am right beside you
In this life.
Let me tell you who you really are
You're my comfort
You're not a superstar
I can reach up and bring you back down to the ground
And give you everything you dream about
You can run from me
You can hide from me
But I am right beside you
In this life.
I'll give you all the things that I never get
Give you all I have and have no regret
Take you to the places that I've never been
Forgive you all the things that you cant forget
Take away the pain with my healing hands
Wash away your sins and set your spirit free
You can run from me
You can hide from me
But I am right beside you
In this life.
Let me show you what I'm made of
2.Time
Time, where did you go？
Why did you leave me here alone？
Wait, don't go so fast
I'm missing the moments as they pass
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this time
I'm down I'm down on my knees I'm begging for all your sympathy
But you (I'm just an illusion) you don't seem to care (I wish
that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don't mean to hurt you)
Now I've looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
So wait for me this time
I should've know better
I shouldn't have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I'm going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn't have wasted those days)
I'll take what you give me. Please know that I'm learning
I've looked in the mirror
My world's getting clearer
So wait for me this time
3.What If It All Means Something
If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same？ Feel the same as me？
If I could be anyone for you believe me I would
I'm not ashamed not ashamed to be
Its hard for me to know sometimes I feel like letting go
But what if it all means something？
What if it all
What if it all means something？
What if it all
If I could go anywhere for you, believe me I would
I'd run away, I'd ran away,
I'd leave.
If I could fix everything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same, feel the same as me？
Its hard for me to know, well maybe I should just let go.
But what if it all means something？
What if it all
What if it all means something？
(I wanna know)
What if it all
Leave me alone
I'm falling
If I could do anything for you, believe me I would
Do you feel the same？ Feel the same as me？
Its hard for me to know well maybe I should just let go
But what if it all means something？
(I wanna know)
What if it all
What if it all means something？
(I wanna know)
What if it all
Yeah what if it all means something, something, something
I know it all means something.
4.Julia
Well you looked so at peace
Trying to find real love
You hair was like a fire
Such a pretty woman
You were hiding out in the open
Searching so hard
For a kiss that lasts forever
There on the boulevard
Do they use you？
And then use you？
When you get scared again？ they could never forget you
But they could say they said your name
Julia
Well there's gotta be somebody
Gets what it is you do
Knows about the business
Somebody who can see through
Someone unaffected
Someone unashamed
Of his woman being worshipped
When he's not in the frame
Do they use you？
And then use you when you get scared again？
They could never forget you
But they could say they said your name
Julia
5.Flying Home(Brenda's Song)
Its hard to let you go
You've always let me in
And helped with all the endings
And you know where to begin
I need you here for me
Cause you always know my heart
I cant believe we'd change
Or have to be apart
But if you've seen the love that's in her eyes
Then everything is good
And if you know the way she felt inside
She's flying where she should
I never believed we'd ever live to see
An angel being born and flying home
Its good to know your laugh
And you'll always hold my hand
And watch from up in heaven
And always understand
We'll take you down the road
And in everything we do
We'll know how much you love us
A soul that's kind and true.
But if you've seen the love that's in her eyes
Then everything is good
And if you know the way she felt inside
She's flying where she should
I never believed we'd ever live to see
An angel being born and flying home
6.Weight Of The World
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don't know why I was so afraid... all the time
Memories seemed to bother me.. my whole life
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I don't know why I was so ashamed
Such a waste of time
And I don't know who I was trying to be
All those lies
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly
Oh and there's always something
Or somebody right behind
Well we're not meant to be everything
We're just a piece
So spread your wings
Oh I don't know why I was so afraid all the time
I used to carry the weight of the world
And now all I wanna do is spread my wings and fly...
7.Waiting
Well it all comes down to the things that I never even wanted
I should live my life without holding on to you
But it's hard to see the sky through the clouds when it's
raining...
I know somewhere it's blue
Well it all comes down to the love that was never really given
I should've taken more than time to get the truth
And it's hard to believe that you couldn't recognize my tears
I glued them on for you.
Waiting to fall apart
Waiting and it all comes down to you
When it all breaks down I won't be the one that's running
But under every rock and stone I try to hide
And it's hard to believe that behind this smile there are
tears...
I hold them all inside
Waiting to fall apart
Waiting and it comes down
Waiting to fall apart
Waiting and it all comes down to you
I hear you calling, I know that voice
I hear you calling, I have no choice
I hear you calling, I know that voice
I hear you calling...
Waiting...
Well it all comes down to the things that I never even wanted
I should live my life without holding on to you
And it's hard to believe that you couldn't recognize my tears
I glued them on for you.
Waiting to fall apart
Waiting and it all comes down... to you.
8.Ready For Your Love
Lately I'm thinking
You've been such a good friend
Always listening
To my heart
And my head last at night
We've been frustrated
I know
You've been so patient
Now I admit it
I feel a synergy
I'm ready for your love
Yeah I am ready
I'm ready for your love
Ready for your love
Lately I'm feeling
Like a little girl
Day dreaming of being safe in your arms
Don't be scared, I'm scared too
But that's the best part
That's the best part of love
When it's brand new
I'm ready for your love
Yeah I am ready
I'm ready for your love
Ready for your love
I hope it's not too late
I didn't mean to make you wait for so long
Try to understand
I don't need an upper hand
I just need to know that's it's for real
Is it real？
Feels so real, so real, so real
I'm ready for your love
Here I am
I'm ready for your love
I'm finally ready
I'm ready for your love
I'm all put together for you
I'm ready for your love
I want to share my love with you
I'm ready for your love
9.Morning Light
Hold me to nothing
No truth, no lies
I have not a need
I do have desire
I love a little loving with the morning light
A little reminder that it's alright
It's alright
Help me see my dreams
To the end form the start
Embrace all my being
Don't stifle my heart
I love a little loving with the morning light
A little reminder that it's alright
It's all right
Hold me to nothing
No truth, no lies
I have not a need
I do have desire
I love a little loving with the morning light
A little reminder that it's alright
It's alright
Ooooooh I love a little loving with the morning light
A little reminder that it's alright
It's alright.
10.Miss April
Welcome back miss april
Hope you feel all right
You've had a long vacation
From real life
Welcome back miss april
Gravity ain't kind
You lost your playboy body
At hollywood and vine
You sure spent lots of money
Now you wonder why
Your 15 minutes flew by
Well it must've been hard
And it must've been good
And it must've been nice to be understood.
It must've been fun
Cause you must have been loved
You must've been beautiful
Open up the paper
Hope that you will find
The young girl from virginia
You're back in your prime
You should have known that someday
Things were gonna change
And they would forget your name
Well it must've been hard
And it must've been good
And it must've been nice to be understood.
It must've been fun
Cause you must have been loved
You must've been beautiful
Beautiful
You're beautiful
Welcome back miss april
Hope you feel all right
You've had a long vacation
From real life
Well it must've been hard
And it must've been good
And it must've been nice to be understood.
It must've been fun
Cause you must have been loved
You must've been beautiful
Beautiful....
11.Turn The Page
I'm out here on my own
Please pick up the phone
I'm hiding from the morning
Inside the dead of night
You left without a warning
You left me here behind
And I'm deep inside my soul
But I can't find my way back home
I'm hiding from the moment
That's never far behind
Hiding from the moment
That makes everything alright
I run, run away from
But can't turn the page
I knew it all along
You never try to change
I run, run away from
But can't turn the page
I knew it all along
You never try to change
Now I'm floating endlessly
Unpacking all my dreams
Funny how we hurry
To hold the hands of time
Funny how we worry
We cant control this life.
I run, run away from
But can't turn the page
I knew it all along
You never try to change
I run, run away from
But can't turn the page
I knew it all along
You never try to change..
12.Feels Like Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you've done
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks, down a long, dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see, through the dark there is light
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that I'd love anyone so much
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
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